Sunshine Shock by IH

Well this is the Introductory to a new blog that I hope wakes you up in the morning with some positive inspiration. Does not matter your inspiration whether you work, travel, ride your motorcycle, play, or just sitting out in the morning having a cup of coffee. 

My name is Ironhorse or IH for short. I suffer from PTSD. My PTSD is not service related it is Civilian related. See PTSD is a weird disease. With mine I have triggers all around me. Whether I go outside and do a garden, mow the lawn, raise my daughter and I will probably talk a lot about her.

Let me explain Skye for a moment. She was born almost 9 months after my brother committed suicide (I will explain the suicides in a moment) 11-21-10. One day after my mothers birthday 11-20-10. Skye was born on 7-29-11. Skye's nickname is and always will be Iron Angel. See when we found out we were pregnant? I had to go from sad to happy on a dime. Skye is amazing though she has a lower lip like my brother Jeff Morrow. She in a cosmic way probably met my brother. But Skye likes to use her crayons and coloring book, she likes to use tools to fix on her plastic car, she loves dolls. See I am a stay at home dad and a biker. She looks very much like me and she is not as mellow as my wife Beth. Skye and I have a blast during the day. Going to the library or park we just have a great time. I had her name Skye tattooed on my chest 7 months before her birth. Her full name is Skye Venetia Morrow. Skye comes from the Isle of Skye north of Scotland. Venetia  means "Blessed".

My wife and I's faiths are she is a Christian and a beautiful person inside and out. I am a Pagan and a new Pagan at that. But I take the role of my ancestors who were Gaelic. Beth and I have been married for 5 years and it has been very hard. Not so much between us but what we have had to go through.

In my life I have had 5 suicides. 3 by drugs, 1 by hanging and one used a shotgun and blew his head off. My growing up was extremely hard with a mother who cannot admit her Mental Illness and a father who enables it all.

I hope by following this blog you will learn something, Have a great start to the day. Learn new and unique things and if you are suicidal or having problems you can always use me to listen to you. 

My PTSD does not hold me back it empowers me to do great things. I usually save one person a month from Suicide. And I intend to not quit. I have great things in store for this blog and I really hope you enjoy it.

MLH&R IH (Much, Love, Honor and Respect Ironhorse)